i know you cant tell but whenever you walk into the room my heart starts beating faster, butterflies like crazy, appetite goes away, my eyes fixed on you, my hands get sweaty, my mind starts to race, chills up my spine, my legs float away, every worry i have fades for that moment, everyone else fades away just for now, it seems the world was meant for just you and i, all the bad times only meant these moments exists, but you have no idea, i go crazy inside coz i like you, i lose control of every sense and my mind becomes loud cant u see im crazy about you it kills me! you don’t know! i cant tell you! you’ll never be mine but i cant stop trying! its not fair! don’t i deserve to be happy!? the world is spinning to the point of my self destruction! i cant breathe! my stomach turns, if only you knew what you are doing to me! i hate that i love you coz your killing me! then you turn to me, you say “hello” WHAT TO SAY WHAT DO I SAY!!!? i waited all day for this brief moment i dread, i want to tell you, i need to tell you SAY SOMETHING ALREADY SHES WAITING …. “hey” …. then you walk away. its over. i return to a normal state for now. the fact you know im here eases my mind. you turn my world upside down…. i know you cant tell… but i like you. i love you. and its my little secrete for now n_n